my husband told me today that he doesnt love me and hasnt done for months. he claimed he has been trying to 'make it work' for months. i think i missed that bit, i got no hugs. whats big of him he is going to stay and help with bills, he couldnt do that when he apparently loved me as most of his money went on drugs. not only that my house has paramilitary protection because of his actions on sunday. i am scared to be here on my own now, and he has left to go see one of his paramilitary mates. i am so upset, he wont even talk to me